This is blog is a representation of me.....and what am I you ask? a Poet, a friend, a son, conscience, Habesha, American, and just a LIL bit ratchet....but only when its called for ;)
IDK what the fuck is up with me,
I’m really trying to focus and study but it takes me forever the smallest shit distracts me.. I used to be like this a few years ago….for most my life actually, But when I got a prescription for concerta (adhd meds) things took a turn. It made me focus on things better although the pill does make u focus it doesnt do the work for you lol, you have to utilize it and I did for awhile. BUT and you always know there is but lol it was cool at first and even helped me drop 20 pounds aaayyye but after awhile it started messing with my moods and I was always on edge…like a preggo woman lol so I stopped taking it and was maintaining ok.
shit is all back the same….I made an appt to see if I can start using it again at a different dose…sigh I hope this helps..its kinda my last hope because even with all this effort I NEED something else.
Wish me luck
p.s. I hope this makes me jump start writing again as well! it did last time we will see how it goes tho…update yall in a month